MEMORIES ARE LOVE

2010-05-12T22:09:00.001+08:00

to the relevant people.. ac.

2010-05-12T22:03:00.001+08:00

ifonlyg.blogspot.com

drama

2010-01-09T01:08:00.002+08:00

I like the part where Da Lang confessed to Bao Zhu.(:
But i dun like how unmanly he is. its like.... their roles of male and female switched -_-

I like how yan feng know bao zhu best. There's always a knight next to the princess.

Romance Drama always make me smile. although the real love may not be like that.

oh well.

2010-01-09T00:10:00.004+08:00

one of my school mates told me that I haven been laughing as much as compared to the past. oh well.. i think school has lost the element of laughter in it. As in.. there's nth for me to laugh!

xxx:
actually nth much
jus wana say
im not used to the new u
hahas
u seem to laugh alot lesser recently
not so happy and jumping around

I didn't seem to realise this. maybe my friend is right.

I shall resume to my bubbly self soon.

In your eyes--- i like!

2010-01-08T18:02:00.002+08:00

Hate- i know its a 2 way traffic.

2010-01-07T18:22:00.002+08:00

application

2010-01-06T15:59:00.002+08:00

As the application date gets nearer, the more nervous i am.

Random

2010-01-05T16:55:00.001+08:00

I like the part where angelina told me that she changed her email (again) because of Crest deleted and blocked her on MSN! LOLS. Hilarious. Note to Angel girl: you changed ur email add too often hence resulted in this :P LOLS. really really funny. I thought it was really because of wad u blogged about. lols

HAHAS. Jia Wen, Angel, Crest and i were laughing way too hard. Of course, until the sucky stuff sets in.

With much love, see you girls again soon (: probably on my birthday.

1) No club (no revenge)
2) i'm still thinking what can we do. Our cheerleader is a night owl who's only free in the middle of the night.

Avalanche

2010-01-05T16:42:00.002+08:00

Our bond is breaking
And it's taking over my spirit quickly, quickly
Something shifted
Have we drifted too far apart now?
If you, oh
If you only knew
What my heart goes through for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand?
(where do we stand)
Can we pull through this avalanche

Sounds very much like our friendship.

when things got sour

2010-01-04T01:50:00.003+08:00

well well. Confrontation should always be clear. Don't go around and fb and do such nonsense. And yea, you jus happened to step on my best friend's tail and face the consequences yourself.

Seriously, you should learn when to keep your mouth shut. Learn when to say the correct stuff and to who. Just imagine if i tell wei jie all those stuff that you told me when he was a church-y person. But i did not. That differentiate ppl like you and me. Know when to say the right thing at the right time. learn when to keep your mouth shut. if u think that idk when to keep my mouth shut when i mention wj's name, its just to let u have a slight taste of how it feels.Don't go around spoiling others friendship. Mine and Qiao, Qiao and Angel are not the ones that you ONLY spoilt. You got my blood boiled whenever I thought about it. Ever been in our shoes? ever lost someone dearly? I kno Qiao for FOREVER. since i'm 5 yrs old. wtf. u got me all worked up. Just because i kept my mouth shut doesn't mean i'm fine with it dude.

Stop doing 小动作 behind ppl's back. If i'm a hypocrite, what makes you better than me? Traitor.

Maths Make Me Mad

2010-01-03T20:05:00.000+08:00

BOO HOO. 3rd day of the new yr and here i am doing maths project which is like what the hell cause i cannot find the stupid answer. Used excel, excel is not difficult. its just.... its hideous to present excel sheet as answer when maths is like straightforward and all. someone, kill me pls. -_-

gonna bath and meet the girls for dinner at gardens.

I hope that Doris can bring me some good news for maths. Loveeeeee

Last day of 2009

2009-12-31T14:08:00.002+08:00

WOW. its like.... time flies. I'm at the 3rd yr of my diploma. Its like... do or die. do to go to uni, die to go work. Okay, whatever. u get what i mean. This year hasn't been a really great year for me.. well, to start with, i didn't achieve my academic goal. yayaya.. some will go wth again. But yea, that's fine.

I read Qiao's blog, i'm not too sure if we're the friends you gained or lost. But its more like lost hurs. We always love u. If you ever need us, you know we're still here. Always will and always be here. how should i put it.. We don't blame you. To say the truth, i have never ever want you to know of the conflict that was going on between angel, me and the boys. We just thought that there was a preference for unfair treatment and all anyway. However, chong yong went to tell you everything. I have the plan of solving it and then tell u personally. Screw the person who told you anyway. yea. I hope that one fine day things will be put behind us, and yea, best friend forever still (: and yea, to tell you why angel will do those stuff for me. she was trying to protect me. i was upset, jealous or whatever you called it. But not anymore. Sorry that my mind was poisoned by the impression that the guys gave me. perhaps its my fault instead should i have not been so sensitive.

Well, this year, I had a major quarrel with Angel girl.I'm glad to clear things up with her. Because she has been in my life for a long period of my life. Its like.. when she left, I have nobody left. Literally nobody except for the boyfriend that I have at that point of time. My parents asked about her, cus they don't see her around my house having dinner or soup with me anymore. The days where she like to drink the soup that my mum cooked and yet afraid to found out were gone. Hilarious. lols. Anyway, yea, i love her. I treat her like one of the best ppl i have around me... she's like a younger sis to me, just couldn't help to treat her nicer and better than others. I hate to admit, but yea, she does need a lot of our (including mine & other friends) protection. LOLS. (She's going to kill me when she read this)

and to think about it again, I have never been really close to ppl in ABCDE. except for Aaron and drexler i think. everything was fine with NAs and ABCDE till..... Let's just say that i miss the days whr the 9 of us actually spent lots of time together, be it singing, dinner, slacking under the void deck, etc. but those days seems so far away now. its like... broken links or sth.

07 girls have been really sweet to me this year (: and i'm thankful for it. Though Jia Xin loves to babble nonsense, i still love her. =D lols. thanks for the surprise on my 19th and on achievers' function. thanks for being there for me and being encouraging all along. loves!

and yea, the broke up with Sebastian this year. Just in case nobody knows about it yet. You seems to be the most perfect guy that i can ever wish for. But yea, you're just perfect. But even the most perfect guy on earth may not be what I need. I may not meet someone like you again-----from the way you treat me when we were together. but yea, that's fine. Sorry if i made you feel that i have wasted your time and all. Tolerating my flaws is all nothing but hassles and burdens to you. I have learned a lot from our relationship. I realised that I need someone encouraging, not someone who always criticise my doings and doubt my words. I learnt to be more patient, I had to be if i can wait for you to be late for 1.5hr, i guess. what i meant to say was.... I never see it coming. I never see our r/s coming to an end. I thought our r/s was strong enough to endure everything. But i was wrong. I thought of spending forever with you even though it was silly of me. I see future in us and all. But yea,vision and goals doesn't always go the way I want. I have learned to live with that. learnt to be satisfied with what i have.... so... that's goodbye for us. Perhaps when you & i moved on, we can be friends again. For now, its best that we see less of each other, minimise the level of hurt and pain that we can bring to one another. I hope you will find your girl, who fits into every criteria of yours.

If i can wish for 1 thing, just 1 thing before the end of the year.... I hope Angel and Qiao, Angel and the guys... will be fine all over again. i hope we can be back at the stage where anything could be shared under the sun. (:

hot & cold?

2009-12-29T14:19:00.004+08:00

I have never seems to understand you, have never seems to understand what you are thinking. Seriously, if you gonna make things this ugly, there's nth else i could do.

I guess i know who i should beware of. Not R definitely, perhaps its u. R would never do any of what you have done that may have hurt me and beyond. I'm not comparing, just saying it.

I know who treat me best and who don't. who always intentionally or unintentionally hurt me with wad he was doing. When you did what i think you did, have you considered how others will feel when they know about it?

Its really very you. One minute u try to make things better by treating me nicer? the next moment you just turned your back on me. Haven it always been that way? I cannot read you like a book. I'm always the last to know every single thing that you did.

Already gone

2009-12-28T23:00:00.001+08:00

friends still?

2009-12-28T20:49:00.003+08:00

He came over and i don't know to comment if the talk was efficient, good, or like solved all our problems. I didn't want a bad closure, I don't know how to be friends with him. I don't know what to say, what to do. Afterall, we sort of skipped the friends stage. Everything seems like it was ytd. its like we're back at my place again, with him slacking in my room. However it feels a lot different this time. I cannot pretend that the phonecall didn't happen. I cannot pretend that I am not angry and upset when I still am. He seems to apologise for the harsh words and yet doesn't seems sincere about it. I was like on my defensive mode again. I know my tone was not right, i know i wasn't being nice. I just couldn't help it when i haven get over the fact that i was wronged!

He said " When I move on, I'll not look back". Cause that's him. I knew that that's him. He's that kind of guy where he will 那得起放得下. I know that once i missed him, he'll not be back anymore. But i can't live with criticism anymore. Actually, i don't know what's the purpose of the talk. After all, he said before that he has no intention of getting back with me.

I cannot take it when suddenly he soften down, and.... it just makes me feel bad. I guess what i'm angry the most was i felt very very wrong during the last phone call. oh well....

"Our love is deemed as shallow from the point you doubt my love for you."

(i can relate to hush hush a lot.)

Warmest wishes

2009-12-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

Because i love it whenever I received a card from Ms Charmaine Kuek (:
She's my favourite teacher ever since she taught me when i was in primary three/ four (:

Pretty Daisy (:

2009-12-24T16:25:00.004+08:00

The most colourful bouquet i ever received (:
Much appreciated, Thank you with a cherry on top!

random shit.

2009-12-18T22:43:00.003+08:00

I'm so jealous because a lot of my girl friends have passed their driving license!

LOLS.

and everyone is like out of singapore this holiday. I ALSO WANT.
lols. no money though.lols.

hopefully angel will be back soon. Russell jus left for thailand. Eug leaving for M'sia. Jia Wen left for m'ia then thailand! SIGH!

The Mind Cafe ( with 07 girls! )

2009-12-17T04:02:00.001+08:00

I'm so glad that i didn't pick the wrong place for gathering (: and everyone loves what i chose. HOHOHO. Ya, Kbox was the initial plan, however, not worth it lor. There are so many of us, and not all of us favour singing. right right? so we had a bonding session at Mind Cafe (: had dinner there and played like 3 games in an hour. Stayed there for 2 hours, 1 hour for dinning and the other for GAMES! lols. we should go back there again some day.

I always had fun when i'm with them. LOLS.

Merry Xmas PPL (:

To Hui Yan: thanks for the body shop shower foam pack(: i love strawberry!

Crest's Birthday Dinner (:

2009-12-15T23:32:00.004+08:00

I Actually felt reluctant to take with the Santa Claus. -_-

Happy 19th Sweet! (:

Thanks Eug (:

I'm happy because I was there for all my best friends birthday (the NaS of course). I knew I was crazy cause i had MFB paper the next day and i actually got the cheek to club. But yea, for her, I will (: I have known her for ages and I love her! though she's like never free except when it comes to clubbing. She agreed with me too eh! lols.

Happy 19th girl! I wish you all the best in your cheerleading endeavors and find someone who's really worthy of your love soon (: Find a good guy, kick away the habit of finding bad boys! you get what i really mean! Love you lots. Hope you like your birthday this yr girl.

=D

X'mas Xchange Party-- Mr Ong's house (:

2009-12-15T12:47:00.004+08:00

To break the light sticks when lights out while singing auld lang syne (:

Coincidentally, Ngee Song & I received the same present! =D
I received Kok Wee's Eeyore! He's like so tall now!

I had lots of fun over at Mr Ong's house that night. I'm so glad that i decided to go on that day. Though walking through the stretch of terrace alone a night is a wee bit scary. lols. anyway, ngee song directed the way for me when i alighted the bus and i duno how to go. What surprises me was that he lives a few streets away lahs! no wonder he knew the way. lols

I love hanging out with the guitarists cus there'll always be songs that you can sing along! I love the christmas carol part though i have no idea how to sing. LOLS. the lyrics booklet seems helpful and not so when the lights are out. I love Mr Ong cus he's still as charming as ever. Shit. We forgot to make him play and sing for us that night. He has a really nice voice and he can play really well! loves! Gifts exchange was fun when the Kok Wee find me himself instead of I walked over to thank him. He's so suay because he got the gf's present when they shopped for the gift exchange together! LOLS. i love eeyore though. thank u! (:

You should live in trust and not distrust.

2009-12-09T00:04:00.016+08:00

Same password if you need to know

Pieces

2009-12-07T22:39:00.003+08:00

And I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here,
But I'm better when you're gone

I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take
There's no use in you looking
There's nothing left for you to break
Baby please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces

Oh the fire we had before
Are now just bitter ashes
Left scattered on the floor

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For the last time, I repeat, I really DID love u.
You are so damn wrong about me.

You too, make me believe that love and hate is just a thin line.

Note to G

2009-12-07T19:00:00.002+08:00

do not be affected by a phone call.
sigh, if u are going to call me using that kind of tone, i rather u not call.
are we to end up unhappily like always?----even still?
this is crazy. i jus wish u can trust my words more often.

Frustrating, as usual.

I'm distracted from my studies now. shucks.

Chomp Chomp!

2009-12-06T20:02:00.003+08:00

Went chomp chomp with the usual suspects last night!
(: makes me happy that they still invite me (:
do tell me in advance about the x'mas thingy ok? i may find some work to do. =X
hope to see you ppl again soon!

sorry for not joining you guys at the dam after which (:

Joe is as funny as usual. He's really sick though. opps (no offense to prissy).

our infamous *roll eyes!

=D

** sry angel girl! for not joining you guys =X hope u are not angry or upset or anythingy ok? (:
love u the most!
PS: I hope u enjoyed yourself =X

Focus.

2009-12-04T17:11:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, its only right that you talk to the right people. They filled you with visions. and snap! I know what i want again. I'm all focus again. I want 3.7 cumulative gpa by graduation. This means that i'm going to work really hard.

Where there's goal, there's future. University awaits.

I believe in myself!

mum is love!

2009-12-03T00:58:00.001+08:00

I love my mum (:
she knew that i didn't slp that entire night. and she got me essence of chicken!
it probably didn't mean much to many. but it does mean sth to me as its rare that she does this for me (:

love notes (:

2009-12-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

LOVE 07 GIRLS TOO (:

They always do the sweetest thing for me. first my surprise birthday, second this. omg, i really really appreciate them lots (: it seems like they know me well! i'm touched girls (:

Achiever's Function Cum Farewell Party

2009-12-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

After receiving the certificate for achiever's award, the girls surprised me with this! HOHOHO. its now hanging on my notice board at home. hehe. so sweet of them (: I guess its really difficult to find friends like these who will be there to support u. MUCH LOVE GIRLS! =D

Me + the 07 guys =D Desmond is forever trying to prove that he's tall. He's on his toes! Guan Lin is actually taller than him can. LOLS.

my sweet hearts! excluding the extras at the back. (:

My favourite CLASSMATES! there are full of good looking guys and sweet girls in 07 can! (:

My mum & dad!

my "bro" mu! the last time i took a pic with him was when i was in year 1. he's freakingly tall!

I look really fair next to them. No wonder Charlton keep asking me to go under the sun and get darker!

After receiving the award, moved seats! I feel so lonely sitting with the prize winners!
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The "GUI" family! (:

pathetic

2009-12-01T01:47:00.001+08:00

Its been so long since i feel so pathetic. rushing proj. eating plain bread. drinking plain water.

oh well.

1月23日

2009-11-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

1月23日〔水星☆教宗〕代表人物：马内聪明、灵敏，非常有个性；不是很傅统、守旧、正派，就是很独特、独树一格；非常崇尚自由主义，喜欢自由自在、不受拘束。优点是拥有许多新奇的创意及很好的技艺；口才好，善于沟通。缺点是想法太多，有些不切实际；太注重自我的形象。

sounds exactly like me! but i'm not a good speaker.
and angel say i'm anti social that's why i have no friends.
LOLS.

with much love.

2009-11-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

@Phuture.

2009-11-29T15:12:00.002+08:00

Heard from mother that Sebastian went to help my dad at work yesterday! Its really nice of him to help my dad (: I hope its not too much of a hassle for you!

Sometimes I just feel that mum really likes you a lot. Too much that i'm afraid what i'm going to tell her may upset her too. sigh.

i'm still wondering if alcohol is a depressant drug. Sometimes the more you drink, some things appear to be even more sober in mind.

I went for Phuture yesterday. Fun as usual! Phuture never fails me. Jia Wen is mean when a guy actually passed her a rose made of tissue? she threw it on the floor. evil girl. I hope Crest had fun. Emo ppl like us. lols. I definitely had fun though.

I saw Shirin, Samantha and Eugene there! Oh well.. i'm not sure if they heard about it.. but i told them.. I guess the usual suspects are all shocked by the news. oh well, keeping my fingers crossed that i'll see Sebastian and the usual suspect again. I hope he's fine.

Better in time.

Private

2009-11-28T14:15:00.001+08:00

Protected Post!

偶爾

2009-11-27T17:07:00.001+08:00

我们都曾经失去爱情
从你的身上我认识刻骨铭心
错过的花季
我的心也纠结成冰
我们都曾经非常努力
却常常的叹息
常常有了疑问句
所以我离去
偶尔很清醒
偶尔却抗拒
偶尔有睡意
偶尔很伤心
当我们反复练习
想让爱归零
但无能为力
偶尔很开心
偶尔却下雨
偶尔又梦境
偶尔很想你
但我们总是安静
当我们安静
也做了决定
却不要再见你

new shampoo

2009-11-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

I love my new shampoo!

i know why angel likes it so much alr. LOLS

shinning still?

2009-11-20T11:20:00.001+08:00

you used to shine so bright, but i watched all of it fade.

post of no title.

2009-11-19T00:07:00.003+08:00

suddenly, i feel so disturbed.
damn.

I have the intention of cutting my long hair. not short. just shorter.

Temptation

2009-11-15T01:02:00.001+08:00

Eugene's offer to phuture is tempting! but i choose not to go. LOLS. Shall wait till holiday!

Went to Ikea(again) and bought some stuff required for my room! i love my room nw. its sooooo empty. LOLS.

sinful week

2009-11-14T17:15:00.001+08:00

this week is soooo sinful.. cus i had

monday: nachos, cheese sticks, curry puff for movies
tuesday: Sushi buffet
Wednesday: Creamy chicken pasta from pastamania
thurs: Subway melt for lunch
Friday: Meatball pasta at ikea
Sat: chicken curry!

OMfreakingG. sigh.

REVAMP!

2009-11-12T18:14:00.004+08:00

I love my mum! she's damn efficient. and when she said to revamp my room, she meant it!

LOLS. besides angel girl and sebas, the next time u come my house, there will probably be changes! =D

if only my dad is as efficient as my mum (:

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i got tricked. sigh. lols.

This is how long i haven log in to my old acct..

2009-11-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

The grouping unchanged. Everything looks the same. The people and all. But its just not like that anymore.

The only thing that is constant in life is change.

Today is a good day.

2009-11-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today is a good day (:

I bumped into Drex in the morning at Seng Kang. LOLS. i shall look out for him in the future because i'm forever late for my 8am classes ): lols. anyway, i think he thinks that i'm weird cus i was wearing wet look leggings today. HAHAS. from the way he looked at me i guess =X anyway, he look cute with those 3 quarters jeans if i didn't see wrongly. i was rushing for time!

Are u referring to me?

bumped into Eileen Chin! =D she's still as pretty and sweet looking as ever. It does feel weird talking to her when i'm sober. cus... i usually bumped into her at phuture with both of us looking drunk =X lols.

and and and... I bumped into Seok Kee (: Its been so long since i last seen her. but she's evil luh. she laughed at her friend who failed to chase bus 62. lols.

today is a good day.

Coraline

2009-11-09T21:56:00.001+08:00

Catched Coraline today after school. I like it =D
I think i'm too tired though.. almost fell asleep in the beginning.. its not the movie.. i think the problem just lies with me. LOLS.

There is a need for me to kick some involuntary habits.

k-garden

2009-11-09T08:26:00.002+08:00

Singing with the currently Eat-Potato Angelina is pretty funny. She hadn't touch chinese songs for quite a while, so its pretty funny when she sing chinese songs and speak english in between the session. Then you see her getting stuck here and there cause she doesn't remember how the songs go. fyi, that's wasn't how she's like when i last sang with her. LOLS. It only shows how long we haven sang in a while. hahas.

Called up Qiao ytd too. But she's working! oh well, shall call her up another time then (: Busy girl, do intiate to meet up soon okay? u seems to be the busiest one among us! lols.

Opened up to angel girl on some stuff. and i hate that she's always right about some stuff. it got on my nerves. LOLS

why does love songs sounded even more sad when one's emo-ing?

Being Random Again.

2009-11-08T17:41:00.004+08:00

Met up with boyfriend for lunch today. I admit that I am a sleepy head. lols. i was still sleeping when he came. Washed up and ate brunch. Slept again in the afternoon. LOLS. woke up and gone for early dinner. omg. feel like a pig who eat and slp only. hahas.

oh ya.. i realised that whenever i stepped out of the house, there will be at least 3 things from me given by my bf. LOLS. from ear stub to necklace to watch to purse and perhaps onisuka shoes if i wore them! WHOA. lols. BF say he tagged me alr. lols. he say den others will know that i'm taken. silly him. lols.

I'm feeling rather down today... not so much about being myself. I'm meeting angel girl later. and i'll propose going to sing! lols. just feel like doing something i like for a moment or two.
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How does it actually feel like if you know you are going to put your heart at risk?

BD

2009-11-07T03:09:00.001+08:00

Its 3am and i'm still figuring out how to balance the balance sheet. -_-
sigh.

Random 2.

2009-11-06T23:33:00.004+08:00

wow. boyf is back from dbl o! its only 11.33pm and he's back. LOLS. die. even uncles go home later than him lo. LOLS. I must know Ying Hui! Next time can call Ying Hui if wanna know about my bf's weird behaviour. LOLS. how can it be Ying Hui let him go home so early only drinking 1 jug? no shots nor special drinks? lols.

Looks like everyone is clubbing today. Boyf's friends are over at phuture. I wonder if Angel and Eug they all are clubbing tonight too.

random.

2009-11-06T15:35:00.000+08:00

Please be happy.
Thank you for being there for him pixie face!

This is what happened on my Halloween

2009-11-06T10:16:00.002+08:00

PS: I looked drunk.

See I told you

2009-11-04T18:41:00.001+08:00

because seeing is believing, I seldom judge people based on what I heard.
so... when I see it for myself... its actually disappointing.

Happy 25th Boon! (:

2009-11-03T18:27:00.000+08:00

Took a ride from boyf after school and on our back to his house, it started to pour! lols. i was fully drenched=X But i like traveling in the rain though my notes were slightly wet... boyf was upset with me for forgetting to bring extra clothes. I was sleeping on monday night when he called already. Of course i wouldn't really remember. Oh well.

Dinner at Bottle Tree was great! Thanks Ah Boon for the treat =D
My boyf did a good job for cracking the crab for me! hohoho.

How can someone discuss about breaking up so calmly? i wonder..

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.

2009-11-01T16:48:00.001+08:00

I HATE IT WHEN THEY WENT MIA.
WHAT THE HELL.
NO SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY.
WHAT KIND OF ADULTS ARE THEY.
THE RESPONSIBILITY IS TOO HEAVY FOR ME TO BEAR.
I DUN UNDERSTAND.

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.

The drunken truth

2009-11-01T15:15:00.001+08:00

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to QIAO

2009-10-29T01:36:00.002+08:00

hey girl, i read your blog. omg. u sounded sooo emo. just to let you know that if you need to rant or a listening ear, i'm just a phone call away.

(:

New Moon

2009-10-27T23:33:00.001+08:00

next movie that i'm looking forward to.. NEW MOON!
(:

I hope Edward appears more than Jacob =X

Supper

2009-10-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

Supper with my favourite girl was great! Tom yum mee hoon kuey always taste very nice when i share with her. lols.

My Sister's Keeper was great. Cried a lot =X but i love the story. I love the book just as much as the movie. The movie did not fail me (:

Gonna do my tutorial now and wake up at 6am later!

Check list!

2009-10-26T18:24:00.005+08:00

Before holiday, i wrote what i wanted to do.. i guess i fulfilled quite a bit? =X

Meeting Doris on this coming Sat! YAY! we have been planning for forever since July
~~Feel like meeting Cherlene this coming sunday for some sun (: (P.S: tagged when u see this. If u can't i'll understand. A level comes first =D )~~
~~I wanna meet Angelina, Joanna and Crestlyna individually or group. (Seems like all MIA alr)~~
~~I wanna meet Jiawen~~
~~I wanna meet the guys! (hohoho, not sure if there will be any awkward moments though)~~
I wanna go night cycling (:
I wanna visit the swimming pool at chinese garden
~~I wanna party once this holiday.~~ok fine, i did that more than once.
~~I wanna go singing this holiday!~~
~~I wanna visit mustafa! get my extra virgin olive oil. hehehe. (boyf is going to bring me there)~~didn't visit but gotten what i wanted (:
~~I wanna watch movies~~ (coco before channel[not showing anymore ):], ~~proposal~~, my sister keeper, ~~the ugly truth about guys~~ coraline)
I wanna save some cash to visit the doctor.
~~I wanna save some cash and dye my hair~~ok i did that, but i dun really like the current color =X
I wanna save some cash and go for herbal hair treatment, impt to maintain healthy hair.
I wanna save some cash and buy printer
I wanna save MONEY!

save for school fees
save enough to have a graduation trip =D

~~I'M GOING KL with the school =D~~

~~bunk mate: Teng Teng~~
I may switch room secretly. hehe. [Failed to do that. lols.]

Physically Exhausted

2009-10-26T18:02:00.005+08:00

My body finally break down after all the late nights out during the holidays. I hate it when i fall sick... just feel so weak. argh, i hate my voice. I need it to be okay like asap? sigh. Work at Safra during the last weekend were fine and slack. Except that approaching NSFs is a scary thingy. lols. Spent a lot on food and insufficient rest.
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OMG. attended maths for business= Amaths today. I totally forgot how to solve questions on function. I guess i wasn't such a hardworking student for Amaths during my sec school =X one happy thing about today is school ended half an hour earlier for me (:
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I have been feeling very down for the entire day today. Jia Xin wanted to have a feast as she was feeling down too. But of course our time table forbids us to do that. Luckily i dun usually crave for food when i'm down. I crave for food before blood period. hahas. Oh ya... this must be my worse day ever to be down with flu, lack of voice, leg aches all over due to the past few days of working, cramps in the morning caused by blood period. Oh well... I shall see what medication i can find in the house.... Pop a pill and off i sleep! (:

Enjoyments are over.

2009-10-21T13:02:00.001+08:00

can i dislike school please? ):
I know i had my long holidays. shucks. i'm just not satisfied.

enjoyments are over.

Thirst for Speed

2009-10-21T12:58:00.002+08:00

Boyf got himself a new bike. Its really pretty (: not as handsome as ducati but its still a handsome bike! If i didn't get the pic of the wrong bike of course (:

St Regis

2009-10-17T13:09:00.004+08:00

Samantha giving out some of the items from her clean & clear hamper! (:

The sofa is really really comfortable

OMG, the hotel has matured theme movies too! The guys were browsing through it alr.

The master and mistress (:

Uncle Sebastian

2009-10-16T15:02:00.002+08:00

Sigh, i seriously wonder why the hell is my boyfriend such an uncle.

argh. the next time i go his house, he's going to find his uncle clothes all gone missing.

I will not dress pretty until you stop dressing uncle-ly!

500 days of Summer

2009-10-15T21:25:00.003+08:00

I really love the movie a lot.
Sometimes, you just don't get what you want.

Leney's birthday!

2009-10-12T12:03:00.002+08:00

She was like gone when it was barely 12 midnight and i just arrived at Powerhouse!? The dress that she wore in the photos wasn't what she initially wore. She is lucky that we got a dress on her birthday for her so that she could change into it after her puking session which lasted for about 2 hrs? WHOA. lols. her birthday was my most sober night ever in club (: lols.

Hello there woman! I have no idea why your b-day cake said that you are 20 when you are only 19. I thought you said no blowing of candles on 19? heh heh. so decided to move on to 20 straight hurs? lols. anyway, u were horrible! but i hope you enjoyed yourself as i wasnt there to see the process of getting you drunk and seeing you home (: I left early that night as I have work the next day!

P.S: Wash my blue dress okay? (:

Hari Raya & Wei Yang's birthday (:

2009-10-12T11:39:00.007+08:00

I had one of the biggest slice of cheese cake among all! LOLS!
I love it. The Usual Suspects love it too (:
The strawberry goes well with my nails and into my mouth!
=D

The birthday boy has some luck on his birthday (:
what a big pool of money there hurs!

Samantha is on the cover page!

Day 3 & 4 (Study tour)

2009-10-09T10:48:00.000+08:00

OUT (:

2009-10-09T00:58:00.002+08:00

FISH EYE EFFECT!

):

2009-10-07T00:42:00.002+08:00

sigh, is it my fault that i dun get it?

SP STUDY TRIP (:

2009-10-06T02:18:00.000+08:00

JB

2009-10-06T00:39:00.001+08:00

City Square, Jusco, Holiday Plaza (:
shopped at JB today!
=D

I did express manicure for 12rm today? its like S$5 can (: awesomely low cost! lols. i'm gonna make bf bring me there again for some more. (: I thought he would complain about the waiting time? but instead, he was like "why didn't you do pedicure too?" hohoho. perhaps another time then!

anyway, if you feel that your gf is not up to ur satisfactory level, i guess... u should start hunting for another one. or.... save some cash and import a bride!

Lantern Festival

2009-10-03T13:18:00.003+08:00

=D
We did everything that are supposed to be done on a Lantern Festival (:
Played candles, sparkles, eat moon cakes sponsored by Ah Boon & Sebas (:
We had TEA! lols. Its jasmine tea, but its still TEA right? hehe. i'm happy!

I'm going to see The Usual Suspects again on friday at Shirin's place. hohoho.

Fall for you

2009-10-03T12:51:00.000+08:00

lalalas

2009-10-03T03:12:00.001+08:00

back from malaysia =D
Bought socks, shirt, coffee, biscuit for boyf!
Bought cookies and bag for my bro
Bought coffee for my mummy (:
Bought like HEELS, WATCH, PURSE, DRESSES for myself =D
Bought some customised items for friends =D

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As promised, met up with Aaron, Drexler, Jia Wen & Crestlyn today for steamboat (:
RAh! Brandon PS on me! RAH!
people aren't so spontaneous today. oh well, its all right. (: i gained some knowledge in MAJONG today =D

yay! tml k-ing with Aaron, Brandon & Kok Wee (::
do RING RING me if you wanna join (:

=D

2009-09-27T11:28:00.001+08:00

going to work later. i'm feeling all tired.
but KL trip is tomorrow! i'm all happy thinking about all the shopping that i can do (:
I hope this will be a really good trip (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY D!

2009-09-25T01:52:00.009+08:00

Happy 19th (:

Song for you; my wish.

DISAPPOINTMENT (AGAIN)

2009-09-23T10:33:00.002+08:00

Sigh. results are disappointing. I really tried my best this time round. But it seems to be almost the worst ):
What is wrong with my bklaw !&@#$%$&@#&@%#%$&
Because of bklaw my gpa is really %**$&%&$*(#&$^@

Sometimes, you just don't achieve what you want.
I didn't achieve my goal i set for this semester.
disappointing yet again.
GPA increased by 0.002? is not what I want.

Results

2009-09-23T03:28:00.001+08:00

Results going to be out tomorrow morning! i'm nervous because of my awful nightmare.

Curiosity kills the cat.

2009-09-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

Curiosity kills the cat.

REBEL & GIRLS

2009-09-20T12:20:00.006+08:00

Dinner

2009-09-20T12:17:00.003+08:00

Dinner@Changi Village tonight (:
I like!

Shall see my bf tonight then (:
10 days of continuous working, he deserves a break too!

Work

2009-09-19T21:51:00.001+08:00

First day at work was all right. The crowd wasn't so good though.
I'm working very very near my place.
A place that not teenagers usually go....
Try guessing and visit me tomorrow! hahas.
i'm bored.

I wore my mascara today and the loreal promoter thought i was wearing fake eyelash! lols. but no, my eyelashes are just naturally kinda long (:

You are not alone!

2009-09-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

hey Qiao, just to let you know that you are not alone. Well, if u need company all you have to do is to give me a call (:
you are not really that friendless. At least you got me and some of the guys still? (:
I want PICTURES!

Disappointment

2009-09-19T05:46:00.002+08:00

Its really disappointing. Its like how you trust someone with your stuff and he/she just blurted out.
The test of trust. You Failed.

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I'm just wondering... are you a girl in disguise?

why are u doing all the things that a girl usually does.

CRAZY

2009-09-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

this is getting crazy. My friend is inviting to club again. Jiawen will be at club again later. crazy crazy.

I'm not going! determined not to go. I'm going to meet Qiao later!

visiting my bf!

2009-09-18T11:55:00.002+08:00

i'm going to visit my bf today!

its been 5 days since i last saw him..
why ur hse so far?
ok, nt far... just... need bus+mrt!
rah!

I haven been posting pics of bf & i. o.O
cus we dun take any nowadays o.O

nightmare

2009-09-18T11:20:00.001+08:00

I had a nightmare ):

Out of Your Mind

2009-09-18T11:16:00.002+08:00

OUT OF YOUR MIND

Out of sight, out of mind.

Libra

2009-09-18T03:50:00.000+08:00

Come to think of it... a lot of libras are having their birthday soon!
Weijie, Angelina, Cherlene, Joel, Donovan! I wish Donovan is in S'pore. I forgot his b-day last yr.. and he made a hoo-ha abt it. uh oh.I'm hoping he'll be back for christmas!

clubbing

2009-09-18T03:42:00.002+08:00

instead of waiting for my beloved bf to bring me to club, i went with my gfs. (: omg. the first time ever that i clubbed for 2 days consecutively. i'm thinking of making it 3. omg. school must be a killer if not i wouldn't have clubbed so much. its all right. when sch reopens, who the hell will know when can i let my hair down again.

I wish A could join us today. but its all right. There are a lot of erm... not-straights over there tonight. when i enter the washroom, it was pretty awkward. so suddenly its like i can understand how A felt when she visited Play.
oh well. but the korean & german were like woah-hot! damn tall!?ok. whatever. I miss my bf though.

Waiting for A to send me the pics so that i can post here.

oh.. ytd i wasn't really that sober. I thought everyone elses were sober though. But Crest and Jiawen told me that Angel wasn't really sober? but i'm thankful that she was there cause she helped me a lot. Though i spotted her squating outside the cubicle. hahas.

whatever.
I had fun!

sweet

2009-09-17T19:21:00.002+08:00

how sweet(:

Ode to the Nice Guys

2009-09-17T12:46:00.000+08:00

Ode to the Nice Guys

its kinda true to a certain extent =X

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2009-09-17T11:56:00.000+08:00

I hate feeling and being weak.

He's finally happy (I hope)

2009-09-17T11:32:00.002+08:00

He starts to post happier things on his blog.

See what a girl can do? lols.
I think i'm right about the fact that its much easier to get over him/her when you met someone elses.

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Anyway, I received an overseas call from Donovan. I hope he comes back for Christmas! (:

Pretty girl with those pretty eyes

2009-09-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

"And then I did something I never have done before but I did it. I actually wrote my number down on the back of a receipt, to a sweet looking girl who has a habit of rolling her eyes and smiling sweetly. I cant believe I did that. But I did. She talked to me for about an hour and a half, and so thats why i thought we clicked. you know.

Ah. plus she is pretty."

How sweet. Knowing someone at work who's not your colleague but your customer. Someone whom spent your dinner with you and can chat for hours.lols. IT fair can do wonders. hahas. Lucky guy. ya, i'm sure they clicked! Jolly spoke for hours without knowing her name and its her who took the initiative. woah. lols.

anyway, they are going on their first date this sat. how sweet. I hope their date is a success (:

Sometimes, when someone is single for too long, you just want to see him happy. You just want the best for him because you truly believe that he deserves it. I'm so happy for him!

Keeping my fingers crossed and waiting for some juicy news.

Not that I expect them to be together after the first date, just that..... if there's a chance for them to get to know each other better... wouldn't it be as great?
=D

You can't be serious expect him/her to be always there. It comes to a point where people really moved on, where there is so much more to be done than to stay stationary.

People resist change.
"Change is good. Change is good." I have been telling myself that.

=D

2009-09-15T12:50:00.004+08:00

Met up with Jia Wen for dinner last night and we had our usual girls talk.
Headed to AMK wanting to catch Coco before Channel? but its not even on the list? *pouts*
no decent movie available and we don't favour horror anymore. at least not at this festive season . lols.

Following which headed back to mac and met up with poh yong. hohoho. he's damn funny. He said he saw me someday and he has to hide behind a pillar to avoid being seen by me. so i wonder who's the mysterious one now. lols. Talk about a lot of plans, but i wonder if any of them will be fulfilled this holidays. Let's just see if i manage to plan something and ask the guys out! =D

Gotta meet Angel for lunch later. yay! its been awfully long since i last seen her. ):

drink, drank, but i'm not drunk!

2009-09-12T15:34:00.001+08:00

The only colored picture! cus its me mahs. lols. actually not. they aren't taken by me... so... its pretty clear. My hands weren't in such stable mode. so... the pictures turned out to be not so good? hence... with discoloration it looks better in my point of view? sorry!

To bf: these are the friends i'm out with last night!

Thinking Of You

2009-09-12T13:25:00.001+08:00

this is silly, but i miss my boyfriend.
I haven spent much time with him ever since he started work.

I miss my Boyfriend.

That boy must be busy eating then napping later before heading to work.
rah!

Home Sweet Home

2009-09-12T05:40:00.002+08:00

I'm home ppl.
bumped into my dad at the lift lobby. uh oh. not a good sign hur, at such unearthly hours.

oh well... it was like really kinda fun today? I haven been like that for quite long.... though things got out of hand. and there was someone who was in such a right mind to handle everything. I'm thankful for that.

I am not dumb. sorry if i were to be perceived by you that way.
I'm just... not really that sober.
whatever.

FINANCIAL SERVICE CONSULTANT

2009-09-10T21:11:00.006+08:00

I'm so inspired to be a financial service consultant now!
I wanna be a AIA one.

suddenly, uni doesn't seems so impt anymore.
but even if i were to graduate at 20, i'm underage.
so its either i continue to study... or to look for a job in a bank.... den move on to being a financial service consultant in AIA.

=D

a heart can only contain so much. i'm so excited when i heard all the juicy info about it.
I could get use to all the rejections before achieving my success couldn't i?

Royce is my boss.
Royce is my inspiration.

money and success are my aspirations.

so do you think a successful man experienced more failures than someone who lives a stable life?

One of the consultant closed an $18K case today. and she earned $7200.
WOAH.